You get hurt.
You stand up again.
If you get hurt again.
Push the cause away.
Stand up again.
Don't get suffocated by the issue.
Rise above it.
And you will see
From a different view;
That it's unworthy
Of your concern.
Oh and i had pracs just now. i cleared bumpy course with ease but i didnt manage to get the requirements for emergency brake. wth. i did what was instructed but the instructor says its not enough. hmm. i shall go again next week. maybe a tuesday again. and i want book my tp when i get myy paaayy.
- Mood:
flirty
Paid was delayed. damn it. 15th oct then i'll get the pay. now i have enough for a week of lunch and and something for izah. 14th oct her birthday and i dont have anything in mind to buy for you. hmmm.
- Mood:
blah
It was hard to adapt from ones in ITE. pple here were great but too lokek with ilmu. i didnt show i was weak. i had a thought of dropping once upon a time. but i was determine to see this thru. i flung many modules during common test.
i work hard. i sacrifised sleeps to study with khai and ryan late at night, it paid off. alhamdulilah. it wasnt the best results i got. theres room for improvement. insyaallah. next sem i'll do better. i'll make u proud ibu.
im no more a p plater end of this month. but still without a bike. i want to get a bike end of october if the cash permits. someone decide for me pls. honda super four, gilera st200 or spark 135? which one.
- Location:My Room
- Mood:
content - Music:None
Finally exams are over. Not gonna celebrate. Im sure i did pretty bad. Maths was the most horrible, i was stunned looking at the paper. Same goes to Electrical Machines, i forget my formulaes once i enter the hall. but i did what i can, i just hope i pass the paper, insyallah.
Next week back to normal lesson, 6 weeks then im done with 1 sem in poly. Insyaallah i'll overcome the obsticle ahead. and and next fri,sat&sun im gg KL to watch manutd's tour in malaysia with amjad,min and hopefully zai. woo. (:
okay last but not least, since gf posted videos of her gay minho, im posting my lovely alyssa bernal. hehe :p
- Location:My Room
- Mood:
bored - Music:Alyssa Bernal - Love Story (Taylor Swift Cover)
alright. so my first 3 weeks in school pass very fast. so far alhamdulilah. im only having difficulties with eng. maths. sigh. insyaallah i can excel well. amin.
and i turned 20 last monday. old man. thanks everyone for the wishes. and thanks alot times 10 to the power of infinity to syg for the jack purcell shoes and tees. loves them but loves you more. haha. (: mwah!
on wed, i went for pyschometric test at police cantonment for my home team scholarship. hmm. i cant wait for the results. if i can get the scholarship. alhamdulilah. that would make me study harder, insyaallah, if not have to pay back every single cash i withdraw frm them.
yesterday lepakked with spaggetti too pple over at al-majlis at arab st. sashil wants to try sheesha. haha. had good food yesterday. yummm (: left there arnd 2+am. send everyone one by one. and im the last. so reached home closed to 4am. so tues everyone is going to send him off at the airport. all the best in your future endeavours boy!
yours truly,
fhaizal (:
- Location:Living Room
- Mood:
tired - Music:Silverstein - Apologize ( One Republic cover)
okay. met my parents at posb jurong west to get my giro application endorsed in the morning. done. mum gave me a birthday present. she gave me $1.3k! haha. actually its a laptop for school. and its my bday present. im getting acer 4935G @ $1.2k only.
and i've used my savings for my enrolment also. its for a bike actually. since my bro disagree to buying it nw, i might as well use my money to pay these stuff rather than my parents. like hello im 20, be independent abit at least. dont expect to be spoon-fed!
and im gonna get a new phone in a few days, sony ericsson w350i (: burn $190 more. but i really need it, my hp's fate is coming to an end (:
alright, im gg off. i miss gf. shes in jb with family and seri. theres work tmr. payday coming again. (: assalamualaikum to all.
- Location:My Room
- Mood: excited
- Music:SYF 2009 - Jurong Secondary School - A Jubilant Tribute
first of all, alhamdulilah, im satisfied with my results. what else can i expect, i didnt study as hard as previous exams. haha. okay, here are my results;
Applied Machanics and Microprocessor Application B
Pro Logic Control
Project Work
I really think i deserve the A for project work. i worked hard. and my robot got noticed by most teacher for its precision okay! tmr is the poly posting results. im looking forward to it. hope i get any poly course i applied for. insyaallah. okay enough of all this, its making me nervous.
well this few days i've been playing ROCK BAND on PS3 with my brothers. its the sex now baby. LOL. we are crazy with it now. LOL.
okay. tmr is jurong syf day. to all juniors, all the best. from what i see in 4 days, band whom perform overture no.2 and a good choice received a gold and above. i hope you are one of the also. LOL. okay. all the best again.
- Location:my room
- Mood:
nervous - Music:Comic Strip - Falling Free
looking forward to sat, i've soccer with almukminin youth and zainudin is joining me. woo. i just bought a new boot, lotto baby. and zai bought his adidas predator. wow jealous sey. always wanted that boot. haha. nvm boot does not matter, the player does. haha. see you people around.
- Location:my room
- Mood: worried
- Music:Flowbots - No Handlebars
Tmr is a short day. starting at 9am, ending at 11am. no project anymore. haha. my classmates planned to lan game at paradiz ctr. wooo. our release stress session. and friday we're gg to indiefest at esplanade. we hv to take a break. not jz study and study. sat is my studying day. izah is gg to accompany me again. thanks alot busuk. 13 more days to exams. ):
- Location:Bedroom (:
- Mood: worried
- Music:A Day to Remember - A Second Glance
well tmr is maths test. shit. i hvnt study. stress and strain making me stressssss. oh i'll do that later since i already had my nap, going to study while waiting for tonight's manutd vs inter match. well a week more to go. i dont mind sacrificing my sleep nowadays. after that im a free man. i cant wait for poly admission result, it will only be out sometime in early april. i made a mistake while taking my O. i've realised it. i wont repeat the same mistakes.
i cant wait till the day of exam, 10th march. the last day in school also. bye ITE. thanks for the guidances. thanks to the teacher whom nurtured me to be a leader, a better person. made very good friends. planning an outing and chalet too! our last before proceeding with our own life path. (:
- Location:my room
- Mood: jubilant
- Music:a vacant affair - the departure
Yesterday
Well i was moment from death, landing on the hospital bed, and only god knws what are the other circumstances. i was on my way to work, alighted 333, after checking the traffic was clear, i crossed to road. my earspiece were on very loudly. i took my own sweet time as the traffic light was red on the other side, apparently there was this yellow taxi which appears from nowhere, horn at me and served away, his side mirror glanced my beg. my instict told me to take a very big step once hearing the horn well i did. safe on the road divider. alhamdulilah, i was shaking damn it. i stoned awhile. i would have already landed on the tar if that taxi hits me. what a day. alhamdulilah i still get to live my life.
work is tiring. full house!
Today
there was almukminin youth soccer training. it was as per normal kick abouts. another new commitment for me now (: met gf at jp after that. when to tj mac to study a little. end up having a nap while she watch sassy girl on her lappy. semangat. headed to far east to get some tee, expensive or no sizes. ass! spin the bottle was ex. glamour kills too. hmm. walked around, got FREE hazelnut ice blended from coffee bean paragon, thanks to fir and haikal. walked around with syg and went home. both of us bought dinner for our family. i took cab home and send izah too.
izah, sorry for today. if termarah and terkasar bahase. pmsy ): sorry. have fun while away in jb later. loves you much (:
- Location:my room
- Mood:
moody - Music:bless the fall - higinia
Okay i'll start blogging again. well 2 years pass very fast, im only 2 weeks away to completing school! i cant wait that very day after exam which is 10th march. not to be happy now. i have a paper to study for. its maths. damn it i hope i can brush it off like i did maths last year. not that confident this time. my teacher even say my As are flying away. im losing my grip of it slowly. she expects the very best of me.
i've applied for poly the other day and im very anxious to knw the results. i rejected the scholarship that ITE offers me for a diploma in machine technology and a chance to further my studies in germany. it includes $800/monthly for allowance and $2100/year for school fees. good offer. it was very tempting. truthfully the money is good. paid to study. woo. well having a bond with them aft i complete my studies makes me worry, what if i dont like the job they offer me in future? then i'll have to pay every single thing they sponsored me. but somehow i regreted my decision. well its okay.
alright live and loaded is now on. woo! i'll update again soon (:
i've applied for poly the other day and im very anxious to knw the results. i rejected the scholarship that ITE offers me for a diploma in machine technology and a chance to further my studies in germany. it includes $800/monthly for allowance and $2100/year for school fees. good offer. it was very tempting. truthfully the money is good. paid to study. woo. well having a bond with them aft i complete my studies makes me worry, what if i dont like the job they offer me in future? then i'll have to pay every single thing they sponsored me. but somehow i regreted my decision. well its okay.
alright live and loaded is now on. woo! i'll update again soon (:
- Location:my room
- Mood: happy
- Music:Just Surrender - I can barely breath
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